Month: December 2006
Leavin’ On A Jet Plane
Write On Wednesday-Dear Diary
Last summer I started reading The Artist’s Way, Julia Cameron’s popular book which outlines her method for unleashing the “inner artist.” One of the key elements in this process are the “morning pages,” three pages of free writing done every day. The key element here is “free” writing – there are no topics, no list of must-includes. You just pick up the pen, and write whatever comes to mind. I started doing morning pages last July, and I’ve filled six spiral notebooks with all kinds of things, from shopping lists to plans for my future. Sure, I’ve done some whining, but I’ve also come to some pretty interesting conclusions and had more than one “light bulb” moment in the process of writing out my feelings about a dilemma.
Cameron isn’t the first to advocate free writing as a means of tapping the well of creativity that lies in our subconscious. Back in 1934, in her classic book Becoming A Writer, Dorothea Brande wrote “if you are to have the full benefit of the richness of the unconscious you must learn to write easily and smoothly when the unconscious is in the ascendant.” Her prescription – “rise half an hour or an hour earlier than you usually rise, and, just as soon as you can, without talking, without reading the morning paper, without picking up the book you laid aside the night before – begin to write. Write anything that comes into your head.” In this manner, she says you learn to train your mind to release words easily and freely, words that can later be whipped into some sort of shape.
I also love reading the published diaries of well known authors, and one of my favorite is Virginia Woolf’s A Writer’s Diary. Back in 1919, she had this to say about her own diary writing:
I’ve become quite accustomed to “loosening the ligaments” of my mind each morning as I sit in my favorite chair, warmly snuggled in a cozy flannel blanket, with a steaming cup of coffee at the ready (sorry, Dorothea, I have to get up and make the coffee first!) I just replenished my supply of spiral notebooks – I’ve found that if I use just an inexpensive school style notebook, I don’t feel any constraint about writing something worthy of a lovely bound book full of nice thick paper. I do like a smooth writing, fine tipped pen – right now my favorite is the Vision Elite by UniBall – it’s gel ink glides effortlessly across the page but doesn’t soak through.
How about you? Do you have a journalling habit? What kind of journal do you keep?
Bookmarked*-The Other Side of the Bridge
One of my favorite morning rituals is to grab my first cup of coffee, crawl back into bed, bolster my self with bunches of pillows, and read. Yesterday, I gave myself a Christmas treat and spent a long time immersed in a fabulous book. The Other Side of the Bridge, by Canadian author Mary Lawson, is based on a tale as old as time – the rivalry between two brothers. But in this luminous novel, set a in a small logging community in Northern Ontario, the writing makes this tale anything but ordinary.
Mary Lawson writes prose like Mary Oliver writes poetry. It’s simple, and spare, but so evocative of person and place that you want to re-read sentences just to savor their richness over again. “The lake was the town’s only asset. It was large…and deep, and very clear, surrounded on all sides by low granite hills studded with spruce and wind blasted pines. Its shore was ragged with bays and inlets and islands that you could spend your life exploring and never find half of them.”
She brings her characters richly to life as well, and when we meet Arthur and Jake Dunn in the Prologue, they are just boys, but their character and roles are alreay well defined. “Jake had dark blue eyes in a pale triangular face and hair the color of wheat. In build, he was slight and reedy (“frail” was the word their mother used) and already good looking, though not as good looking as he would be later. Arthur, five years older, was big and slow and heavy, with sloping shoulders and a neck like an ox.”
The story follows these boys through the mid-30’s in past the Great War, and as their frayed relationship begins to unravel when a beautiful young woman arrives in their small town. The novel slips back and forth in time, with a parallel story taking place in the 1950’s involving Ian Christopherson, a teenager who takes on job on Arthur’s farm. Ian has no interest in farming, but he does have an interest in Arthur’s beautiful wife, Laura, who fills the gap he feels when his mother abruptly leaves the family and moves to Toronto with another man.
Tragedy abounds in this novel, for Jake’s wilfulness and selfishness wreak havoc in ways both large and small. Then too, there is the Great War, which claims the lives of nearly all the town’s boys. But somehow, the tragic occurrences are not overwhelming. Lawson presents them in such a way that we accept them as part of life, knowing that bad things happen to good people. Her characters react with wisdom and dignity, and in the end the reader is comforted to know that decency pays off.
I finished the novel yesterday, and immediately headed downstair to my bookshelf to pluck out Lawson’s first novel, Crow Lake, which I had read in 2002 and loved. I started re-reading right away, simply because I needed more of her wonderful story telling and thoughtful outlook on life. This novel is placed in the same setting as The Other Side of the Bridge, and again takes a deep look at a family in crisis and the relationship between two brothers who are faced with enormous responsibility at an early age.
A reviewer from the Washington Post perfectly describes my reaction to both of these novels.
“Lawson communicates not only the lovely awe and beauty of the landscape but the way its inhabitants function within it. These are the kinds of books that keep you reading well past midnight; you grieve when it’s over. Then you start pressing it on friends.”
The Other Side of the Bridge was long listed for the Booker Prize, and deservedly so. Lawson has a marvelous way of presenting characters that stay with you, evoking a realistic sense of atmopshere, and providing a compelling story.
~To hear the author discuss The Other Side of the Bridge, go here
(*Bookmarks is a new feature here at the Byline, where I can tell you about what’s currently on my bedside reading table.)
Happy Christmas
Sunday Scribblings-Change
I don’t watch much daytime television, but I love to watch the Oprah show when she features makeovers. I get crazy excited to see ordinary, frumpy people with outdated hairstyles and clothing become miraculously transformed into attractive, chic, confident looking men and women. There was once a 60-something grandmotherly type who hadn’t cut her long grey hair in about 30 years. When she walked through those curtains wearing a stylish bob, close fitting jeans, a cute beaded jacket and boots, I actually burst into tears.
It’s my secret wish – well, its not secret now – to be on one those makeover shows. I want to be changed, at least on the outside. It’s not that I’m really unhappy with the way I look. I try to keep up with the style trends, and I can wear most of the new fashions without looking ridiculous. My weight is about normal for my height, and people always tell me I look younger than my age. But there’s something extremely appealing about being made to look so different ( i.e. beautiful, stunning, glamourous) that my own mother barely recognizes me!
Now that I think about it, perhaps this desire for a metamorphosis is more than just superficial. Could it be that I’m longing for changes that go deeper than hair, eyeshadow and lip gloss? Am I really looking for something to jump start my life, not just my appearance? Hmm, could be. I know that beauty is really only skin deep, and lasting radiance can’t be applied from a jar. It comes from satisfaction with your relationships, excitement about your work, and positive expectations about your future. And, in all honesty, I haven’t had any of those things in abundance recently.
So maybe I should really be thinking about ways to makeover my life instead of just my looks?
Perhaps I should be making the kinds of changes that don’t wash off in the shower or get ruined by a windy day. Changes that would result in an inner glow of confidence and satisfaction that create lasting beauty no matter what your hairstyle or wardrobe is like.
Oprah, are you listening?
That’s A Wrap
They came from all over the country – New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Washington DC – as well as from just around the corner. Literally hundreds of young men and women, between 19 and 35 years of age. They are singers, actors, politicians, restaurant mangagers, firefighters, teachers, parents. But last night, on the stage of their high school auditorium, they were all students once again, gathererd to honor their music teacher at her last concert.
My friend Pat directed her final concert last night, at the school where she has taught music and acting for the past 19 years. A long standing tradition at these holiday concerts is the singing of Handel’s Hallelujah Chorus, for which any alumni in the audience are invited on stage to join in. Last night, the huge auditorium stage could barely hold all the singers, some of whom led their own children by the hand to be part of the event. There could have been no greater gift for her than to see all these “kids”- men and women now, pursuing their dreams just as she encouraged them to do.
Some people have a gift for inspiration, and Pat is definitely one of them. She has some magic way of prodding her students to give their best, try their hardest, take risks and accept consequences, and mostly to enjoy every experience of life to the fullest.
This gift isn’t offered to just her students, however. When I started working as her accompanist 14 years ago, I was insulated in my own small world of being a stay-at-home wife and mother. I had let my music skills languish, hampered by a fear of performing. Within three months, I had played for her choir at a standing room only Christmas concert, and on stage at the University of Michigan. At the end of that first year, I traveled with over 100 students to New York City for a choral competition (my first trip “alone” if you can believe it!) where we walked the streets of the city en masse at all hours of the day and night, ending up on the observation deck of the Empire State Building at 12:00 midnight. There was a pay phone (this was long before cell phones!) and I called home to tell Jim where I was, knowing he would be incredulous that I had overcome my near crippling fear of heights and was absolutely glorying in the twinkling city lights spread out all around me.
That experience sums up quite well one of the most valuable lessons my friend taught me and all those people who stood on stage to honor her last night. You can overcome your fears, and when you do, the possibilities will sparkle endlessly before you. What a great gift, from a great teacher, and a woman I’m proud to call my friend.
Write On Wednesday – Finding Figment
Do any of you remember “Journey into the Imagination,” one of the original attractions at Epcot Center in Walt Disney World? There’s a little purple dragon called “Figment,” who pops up all over the place as you’re riding along in your automated vehicle. Through the power of the imagination, he becomes an astronaut, a mountain climber, even the Mona Lisa. Of course, the whole idea is that, if you let your imagination guide you, there is no end to the possibilities that await.
Those figments of the imagination are particularly vital to writers, who are always on the lookout for the next great idea. In her classic book, Becoming a Writer, Dorothea Brande talks about the “writer’s coma,” those times in our lives when we feel a desperate need for solitude and detachment from the hustle and bustle of life. At those times, she writes, it may seem as if our mind’s are “barren,” when in actuality, “something is at work,” and will later make itself known in a flash of insight. She also says we can learn to “induce at will” this “artistic level of unconsciousness” where the “artist’s magic” lies buried. It is our unconscious that sees the world around us on a different level – it’s the place where all our impressions and experiences mingle and simmer in a savory broth of ideas, waiting for something to spark the imagination and allow the mixture to bubble up into our conscious mind.
I don’t know about you, but my “figments” always seem to appear when I’m doing something totally unrelated to writing – like walking the dogs, vacuuming the floor, standing in line at the grocery, or even driving (which is the most frustrating of all, because there’s no way to write it down!) I’m always certain I’ll remember such a great thought, or phrase, or idea for a poem or post, but most times it escapes me before I have the opportunity to write it down. I don’t always have a notebook handy (although I know every writer worth her salt is supposed to carry one), and even if I did, there are some situations where it’s impossible to drop everything and jot it down.
According to Brande, it’s quite normal for our “genius” to assert itself when we’re involved in monotonous, repetitive tasks. In fact, she advises us to play around with such tasks until we find the one that’s most receptive to calling forth our unconscious. Every writer, she says, has learned to put herself into a state of “light hypnosis,” where the attention is “just barely held” by the activity at hand, but far beneath the surface level of her mind, a story is being “fused and welded together.”
So tell me, how do you capture the figments of your imagination?
A Prayer for Mark
A candle of hope for Darlene, whose son Mark was seriously injured in an automobile accident on Monday.
May the light of God surround you and the strength of God uphold you.